Trading academy news and trading psychology

I didn't tell you guys but last week I received a letter from my trading academy to say that I was 9 months into my trading program and that I had the end of this month to restore my account back to above negative. I had racked up almost $4000 in losses for them on the live trading account and it's only in the last 3 weeks or so that I'm starting to understand the mechanics of how trading works. I really feel that I can make it work but with only 2 weeks to go until the end of the month, it's ve